My how time has flown. I sat down at this computer to check out Busters blog and realize that I haven't written for quite some time. I would love to be able to set and really write but I can never find the time to enter into my own little world. It seems crazy to think that it has been a year already. It makes me feel ashamed that besides my constant thoughts of Sharon,my life is pretty much the same. I miss her like crazy, but my morning routine is still the same and my day is still hectic as heck. My life has gone on. I can't image how Roy and the kids are taking day to day, I don't want to even think of it. The season is going to be hard. I can't hardly get into the spirit, but at the same time I envy Sharon's opportunity of experiencing Christmas first hand. Some days it is hard to get out of bed but I guess everyone has days like that. Thank God for my husband and kids. Even though I would love to get away sometimes, I also miss them like crazy when I am away from them for even a couple of hours. I also have days when I wonder exactly who I am and what in the heck am I doing with my life. I am sure of my spirituallity, but I know that it needs help to grow and learn. Some days I am lacking horribly and some days I do nothing but pray. I hope the Blessed Mother doesn't mind my bellyaching, because Lord knows she hears it alot. I don't mean to, but I need to vent alot and she listens so..........
God Bless You! later........Polly
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Yeah, I was thinking about the same thing. It's hard to believe that it's been nearly a year since Aunt Sharon's been gone. I think about her a lot, too. It still seems so hard to believe at times.
I realized a few days ago what a blur the last three years of my life have been. Carolyn's accident, Aunt Tessa's accident, living in Germany, being in Mexico, dating, starting college, Aunt Sharon's cancer, Uncle Chad's bad accident...not to mention meeting hundreds of people along the way. I think I've been looking ahead too much to appreciate things, also at times looking into the past. I'm starting to realize how I've got to enjoy the present. But it's hard.
Anyway, thanks for commenting on my last blog. I really appreciated it (I just saw it today). I'll see you at Christmas.
Love,
~Buster
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