My lame pity party..

Hello! Today was a sad day for me. My little Woo and her crew have officially left for their new life in South Carolina. I am very thrilled for them, but the selfish side of me is screaming NO NO NO!!!!The sad fact is that lately we had not even spent much time talking or being together because she is busy with her crew and packing and I am busy with my crew. I feel alot like I did when Sharon told me that she was going to die. I feel empty and sad and I just want to know that she is right there, just 15 min. away. Thank God for cell phones, at least we can talk mobile to mobile for free... I am very proud of Tracy. He has really stuck in there even when things were bad. I pray for him alot. I think he needs to truly needs a basis of faith and maybe now that all influences are 9 hours away, he will be more likely to follow that path. Well I need to get to sleep and close down this pity party that I have created.. later.......Polly

WOW!!!!!!! I'm Back

Well here I am. 3 months after my last blog . My how things have changed since then. The twins are into everything. I have definately reached the hard time of life with twins. Nothing ever gets done around the house and I never sleep longer than 3 hours. I would love to just go to sleep and not get up for a day or so. Kayla is really growing up. She is helping out more all the time and the twins love her dearly. Jon is getting ready for teen years and boy does it show!! He is right at the age where I thought I was going to pull Kayla's hair out when she was there. He does help out alot but doesn't do anything graciously. James seems to be doing well after being held back in 3rd grade. I was so worried that he would have a hard time adjusting, but not at all. Bryan seems to smile a little more this year, if I could only get him to be nicer to Sam. Sam is well SAM. He is so incredibly annoying sometimes that I just want to scream. He is probably most like me. He doesn't meet a stanger and every body gets a smile. For that I am proud. My husband is working himself to death. He has 3 jobs and I hardly ever see him anymore. He keeps losing weight and feels so much better. I am very proud of him. gotta run........later ....Polly

Long LOng Week

Well here we are, spring is in full gear along with the lovely allergies and all I can think about is COME ON SUMMER!!!! There are so many things that have happened in the last little bit that I can't keep things straight anymore.The babies are really getting big. it is very depressing. They babble and climb and fight. I finally feel comfortable enough to take the gate down from in front of the stairs. (But the one blocking the bathroom is staying right where it is!!!) They both do very well on the stairs. Noah received his first time out and boy was he pissed!! He didn't understand that concept at all. Ball season is in full gear and I must say that the boys are making their parents very proud. Kayla is finally making strides in math. Freshman is a hard time but I think she may be getting it.I am ready to start ripping out walls and making this very small house fit us better. I can just hear Sharon telling me to just jump in!! She would never have batted an eye at a remodel job, heck she usually did one every couple of years. unfortunately she had more of that talent in her small toe than I have in my whole body and she is no longer just a call away.We are trying to emotionally get ready for Roy and Jan's wedding. I don't have a problem with it, just hard to see Roy with someone that's not Sharon. Bridget is also getting married this summer. It has been two years since Allen died, but it seems like yesterday. Megan lost her baby this week. I keep thinking about when Little David died and how hard it was even though he was barely 28 wks. I can't imagine trying to cope with 34 wks. and knowing the baby is gone. I have been truly blessed with very rotten but healthy children.. Thank you Lord!!!! Babies are fussing so I better close....Later.....Polly
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I'M BAAACK!

I can’t believe it has been this long since I have set down and poured out my thoughts to a computer. Things are very hectic these days and they have the potential of only getting worse. Ball season has started and there will be a lot of days spent chasing babies and cheering for my boys. Now that spring is in the air I am anxious to get out and about. The babies are a lot harder to tend to now than they use to be. They are into everything and should have tails and hands like monkeys as much as they climb. Claire is a lot like me I think. She is easy going and takes most things in stride but at the same time has an attitude that will knock you backwards. Noah can be so sweet and loving, he is also easy going most days. He loves to dance and watch noggin. Just when you think that he is so sweet and cute he screams at the top of his lungs ”STOP IT”. They are both still totally different and look absolutely nothing alike. People still ask if they are twins all the time. They were so cute in their Easter outfits. It was way too cold for them to hunt eggs, but oh well, not that they will remember anyway. Just about everybody came to moms on Sunday. It was good to see everyone. All Sharon’s kids came. I was so glad, Roy stayed for quite awhile and Jan came in later(his fiancé). Some days that is very hard to take and some days I deal fine with it. Jacinta and Tracy are thinking of moving to North Carolina. I am glad for them if it will better their situation, but the selfish side of me is wrenching in horror at the thought of “losing” another sister. I have started my Divine Mercy Novena for them and that’s all I can do about the situation. I get too depressed when I think about it so I try hard not to. Well my babies just broke into my room and they love to punch buttons on the computer so I’ll close. Later……..Polly